Hi. I hope things get better for you. I guess I can relate to your child because I was that child when I was an infant. *HUGS*

xx Melody

I know my ex-hubby was a jerk - but when it comes to think about our kids then I can simply just put aside the problems. It was never easy because I am filled with hatred and anger. But somehow, time passed by and with time our wounds heal ... very slow and so goddamn painful. Sometimes I think my effort to be a good mother and at the same time I can be such a real 'bitch' - but life is not interesting when everything is so smooth and easy, does it? Life has to be challenging in order that we all learn and get up and fight for ourselves. By the way, I think you'll manage it great girl. I can feel it from what you wrote right there, you love your kids really. But hell with such idiot like that man! Lift up your head high, sweetie! Wish you all the luck. And oh! Glad that your father is okay ... I know that experience almost losing my Dad (heart attack)

thats good to hear bout ur dad.
your kids' dad reminds me of mine as far as a job and keeping it in his pants! but you already know that ;)

see u at work on monday, maybe we can talk some more

hey i hope everything turns out ok, i really do
im always here for ya